Journal Entry: Sat Aug 11, 2012, 12:52 PM
Listening to: Owl City - Deer in the headlights
Eating: Strawberries and cream
I've chosen to move on.
By great support from good friends and family, I have finally managed to pull myself just enough together to realize how much better I would feel if I simply let go of old memories about my ex-fiance and focused on a whole new future. That is why I've decided to give this a try, considering I can not take more depression and pain on lonely nights. Summer vacation has soon reached its end, and brand new possibilites are ahead of me once I start my next year of upper secondary school. I may as well even allow fresh love to reach my still quite shattered heart.. We'll see. My slight dose of insanity has been helping me as well through hard times. This trait offers me some sort of 'false happiness' when I need it the most.
However, I may as well get into short periods of depression now and then. This is quite natural, I believe. But I assure you all it's getting better by time. If only I could get his lovely voice out of my head soon.